Sunday, December 8, 2013

inside out

Depression is kicking my butt lately.  I'm trying hard to not feel frozen, but am more often than I'd like lately.

The darkness achieved when eyelids close
Is peace at least for some time to pass
Maybe when I crawl out of this space
I'll want to keep them open awhile

Good days and bad days and days in between
Thanking God for my blessings
Selfishly wishing I didn't struggle
To hold onto a smile

Mind fighting against me sometimes
Saving me others
Rushing and stall
Confusing and confident

If I could look inside my brain
Would I be scared or awed

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