Depression has soooooooo been trying me...things I do to try to get out of a funk backfiring. I want to smile, and I think I will.
Lucky for me, tonight is the Foam Glow 5K, and my bestie and I registered months ago! Niece-in-law is going, too...80's theme for Team Roos, and of course, kangaroos. Neon colors, makeup, leg warmers, side ponytail...I think I'm ready!
Cleaned the kitchen today, obsessed over every way that I am small and not enough, self abused with food, worried, cried, colored my hair, cussed repeatedly to myself, applied for a few jobs, looked at some colleges, shaved my legs, figured out that I think somebody used my razor (whoever did this will pay.....), took the garbage out, and am now about ready for the Foam Glow 5K.
In my efforts to look like the 80's version of me, my oldest says "You look like Aunt Sissy". What? Even when I'm trying to look like a younger version of me, I look like her. At least I'm way prettier than her.
And now I'm going to finish my wine and have a cigarette before I go to the 5K. Shut it.
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