i'm not self centered

Spent the last few days feeling happy & doing things that are fun and that I enjoy...there was a time I would've felt a little bad about doing things that I like, but that's not true anymore...I've done so much work to get to where I am, and I did it...I started this over a year ago, so today I adore life and being happy.  Life isn't perfect, I know it never will be, but I have a lot of things to be happy about and I know it, and I'll say it out loud.  Yes, I have work to do, but I'm so good...I'm good.

I think about me more than I used to.  That may sound selfish, but it's not.  I want to be healthy and be all that I am, and I know to do that I need to be happy.  I do want to make others happy, more than anything, but to do that I know I need to love myself.  Imagine what a great mom I can be if I love myself the way I'm supposed to...and what a great everything else I can be if I love myself the way I'm supposed to.  Take care of myself.  That's my focus lately, and it feels good to not feel like I'm doing something I'm not supposed to be doing.

Met new people, went to the fall festival, watched "Rocky Horror Picture Show" for the first time, watched Alabama barely win (come on, Alabama...wth???), and watched the Bucs lose (but play great the first half) with great people.  Some adversity on the job front, but I'm dealing with that without getting upset.  Check me out!

Not much on tv tonight, so I'll probably go to bed early...and tomorrow I'll hit the day running.  :)